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Random pic from this morning. Stripes all the way, baby.

Well, all I can say is that things are certainly improving.

After weeks of chaos, colouring my hair (?!), eating too much, drinking too much (and otherwise spending my time staring at my ceiling, wondering what the hell I'm doing with my life)

- I'm finally back on track.

+ November is finally soon over

+ I'm finally getting a grip on my Mandarin studies

+ Had a great weekend away from everything and I got to spend it with the cutest boy in the world

+ My food intake is slowly getting better (however I'll make my diet more strict after Christmas/New Year's)

- It's getting colder & darker

- I still have no clue what to do after January

Well. One thing at a time I guess.

Went into the local food store.

Bought what my dad asked me to (eggs, milk etc). Stood by the candy department, thinking I should buy me some chocolate or a similar treat for tonight.
Stood there, minutes ticking away, couldn't decide. Finally picked up a tiny chocolate bar, the size of my palm. Read the label: 120 kcal.

"Fine, I can live with that."
Walked up to the cashier, panicked. 120 kcal for what? 1 minute of chocolate bliss?
Put the chocolate bar back & paid for the rest before I could change my mind &
grab it again.

Anyone been in the same situation?

it's kind of a funny story...

fuck life. fuck for life?

Dear pandas;

Your species is almost extinct because you simply sit around and eat bamboo all day (or secretly learn Kung Fu, whatever) when you should be fucking everything that moves. Your bad.

Also, terrified of weighing myself. Terrified of eating.

But now, cleaning up my room, working out, studying.

Bye pandas.