one day i'll fly away

Hate myself for liking this. Hate myself for being stuck on this weight for months. Hate myself for eating the tiniest things.

28:06:42:12

Wake up, Donnie.

bootycalls & fuckbuddies

I should actually be studying or working right now but my brain feels fried from last night so instead I'm watching my favourite show, Supersize vs Superskinny. And later on I'm going to the movies with T, we're watching 'Friends With Benefits'.

I don't have high hopes for this, since it seems to be exactly the same story as 'No Strings Attached', which I really enjoyed, but it was released only months ago.

Ah well. I've finally finished working, too. Feels great to not have to go to bed at 8 PM every night. Yay!

beijing dreams

All pictures are from: http://images.ebeijing.gov.cn/

Lately I've been thinking 'fuck it, if I'm going to study Chinese I might as well go to China, just to gain something out of this course'.

Then why the hell not? I should. I totally should.

but i'm the one who's drowning now

via: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TooEjrCnUWw 

i'm anah skywalker. savvy?

Celebrated my final lesson for the week with picking up some sushi after school. 

Best. Dinner. All. Week.

Also, 2 nights of sleep & I'm already better.
Working tonight though, but I know I can make it. 

I work hard & play harder. I beat sickness & flu with a whiff of my hand. I break hearts but mend them again with a quick smile and a twinkle from my blue/green eyes.

My name is Anah-fucking-Skywalker, and I always win.

... i stop being sick and be awesome instead

Original picture: http://kitchensimplicity.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/10/Cranberry-Juice-91.jpg

I did call in sick yesterday. And today. 

It helped my fever & cold to sleep during the night, however when I woke up this morning I discovered that it hurt when I went to the bathroom to pee. Oh yay. This again?

So I called work, when I was at school, and talked to a grumpy lady who pointed out that "I shouldn't be there if I was sick" - Well, I'm sorry, but I can't miss any of my classes or I'll fall behind even more. *mumble mumble well suck it bitch*

Then I swung by the supermarket and bought cranberry juice. 1 liter. Drank it all when I came home.

Hard to say if it really works against sickness/urinal infections & such, but it worked last time I tried (like 10 months ago), sooo... 

Pray that all those empty calories weren't all in vain and that I get better soon, mkay?

boo, you whore

I'll tell you: Working nights, studying all day and being sick does not go together. Ugh. *snivels and coughs*

Whatever. Off to uni it is. I might have to call in sick tonight because I can't breathe through my nose. Plus I'm fairly sure I have a fever.

say ni hao, and farm some gold

I'm sorry for some bad updates, but I will be off the grid for the next two weeks as well. 

Not only am I working nights 6 times/week, but also uni has started and I'm studying, as you can see, mandarin chinese. What the hell was I thinking?

Anyway, just two weeks left of work. Two weeks, 12 times, I can handle this. I can.

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