this thing about sizes

Funny thing happened today...
I went out shopping because I needed a little pick-me-up, and of course went home with like, 5 shopping bags. Oops. However I bought the most gorgeous shoes... 

Anyway, I showed my mom the new jeans I bought, and she looked at the tag and said:

"Size 27?!" (We have weird jeans sizes here?)
And I was about to open my mouth and say something like "yeah I know, I've feel like I've put on some weight, a size 26 or 25 would be much better", but she interrupts me and continues:

"I bought the same size for you when you were 14!"
So, appearenly I have the waistline of a 14-year old.
Best news all week.

changing, always changing

breathe

Mood: Tired.
Activity: Listening to music & drinking herbal tea.
Today's calorie intake: 900-1000 kcal. Way too much. I could, I will, do better.

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The world has turned much like this bad picture, into different shades of colorless grey.

It's so cold and dark here.

keeping calm

"Do you know what hurts the most about a broken heart? Not being able to remember how you felt before? Try and keep that feeling, because... If it goes... You'll never get it back."

oh baby it's a wild world

Re-watched the very first episode of 'Skins' today and realized how much I miss this show. Especially Cassie - Tiny, energic, weird and anorextic. I fell in love with her the instant she appeared.

Well, anyway, I guess it's off to bed soon. I have to wake up early tomorrow to go running, since I skipped that yesterday (too tired) and today (wasn't home). Eugh. I wish I was more motivated to work out. At least food is going alright, some days.

sugar, fuck off

http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/4/4c/Lakerol1.jpg 

Don't know if I've mentioned this before, but I believe I have a slight case of sugar addiction.

I'm so weak for sugary things, like candy (especially chocolate) and baked goods that are terrible in kcal and carbs.

My solution (and a great tip): Läkerol. They're delicious, sweet and best of all: Sugarfree & only 2 kcal/piece! 

So screw that damn Snickers or Twix and buy a packet of Läkerol instead. Believe me, you'll be doing yourself a favour.

200 km/h in the wrong direction

pro ana party slama 

(Do. Not. Get it? 

Seriously, who sells these t-shirts? I just had to buy it. Had to.)

Oh, and I'm alive. Barely.
But I'm alive.

reset, rewind.

smack my bitch up

Weighed myself this morning, terrible idea.

I know the results ain't gonna show up yet, but I just wanted a check up on the situation. *shudders*

Anyway, ran some more this morning, but didn't work out on my hula hoop. I might have to do that later, but there's a new Family Guy episode out, as well as HIMYM... And of course, today is the premiere of all new Outsiders and Desperate Housewives.

Yeah, I watch too many tv-series.

i'm a wolf in sheep's skin

pic: we heart it

(Picture makes me wanna kill the skinny bitch and steal her shoes. And bag. Just sayin'.)

So far, so good. Did some running in the morning, but not far at all. I didn't really any route planned, so I thought it was much more far than it really was. So when I got home I did some quick studying before school and then I worked out with my 1.5 kg hula hoop for 20 min (burned some extra calories!).

Tomorrow I'll do the same route but maybe add some distance by taking a detour or something. 

Anyway, it's a start. Like my teacher always says, you've gotta crawl before you can walk.

Now I'm home from school and I was planning on studying but got stuck behind the computer. Going to get started soon. Anyway, food intake for today is;

• Breakfast: 1 cup of coffee, 1 dl oates porridge & 1/2 apple. Plus a glass with one of those fizzy mixes that only contains extra vitamins & iron.
• Lunch: Approx. 50 g mixed nuts and 1 big cup (my Starbucks tumbler) with coffee.
• Dinner: ? (I don't know yet, still deciding).

Yeah, my lunch sucks, however it's hard for me to eat a proper lunch because it collides with my uni lectures (which is from 1pm - 4pm, Monday-Thursday) so I try to squeeze in a snack and some caffeine.

Now I need to fix dinner somehow and get started on my Mandarin. 再见!

architects

Pic: we heart it

So, this whole week has been pretty slow, and bad. I haven't been following my diet. I've had lots of candy. And I've just been generally lazy overall.

Last night basically everyone I knew was out having fun, while I was home alone with stomach pains and a bowl of ice-cream.

Then I woke up this morning and thought 'Okay, I have two options':

1. Continue the way I've been living, and end up fat and alone with my 27 cats. (Okay, maybe not that drastic, but you get the picture) OR;
2. Kick myself in the butt and do something to change my life

Said and done, I went and bought proper - and expensive - running shoes, downloaded 2 new apps; One for keeping track on my running, and one for counting calories.

Going to try to live on a maximum intake of 1,200 calories per day and also doing some running every morning before school. (Counting calories for my dinners will be though since generally I don't make them, but I'll try my best).

Anyway, now I feel so much better about myself already. Gonna make my evening tea and then head straight to bed. Tomorrow is a new day, a new start. 

Wish me luck, bitches.

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